Dear Blog,
    Get ready for a terrible shock.
I haven't cried over Jim in 3 days. As a matter of fact, I haven't even missed him in those 3 days. Am i over him? So soon, after 4 1/2 months? I doubt it, this reprieve is probably part of the grief. But I'm not exactly happy yet. I feel a lot like Arwen looks in this picture.  She had just picked her first apple from a tree. We thought she would be so happy and jump up with glee. Instead she just goes and sits on a curb, stares at the open field in front of her and holds her little apple. 

Arwen, Germany 2007, sitting
with some rotten apples.

So do I need you anymore since I'm not actively grieving? I don't know. 

Yours,

    G