F.Y.I.

• This blog has bad words.
• This blog contains countless grammatical errors.
• This blog starts to sound like a broken record after a couple (meaning 2) of entry reads.
• This blog is an excuse for its writer not to actually keep a written journal. She has a few from years past, but she cringes when she comes across them. Some even have their pages stapled shut. 
• This blog feels heavy because it takes on a bit of the writers emotional weight every time she writes in it.
• The writer of this blog is fully aware that her life is nothing but peaches 'n cream compared to 98% of the world's current population.
• The writer of this blog only fears two things in this life, 1) the death of her children before her, 2) not having enough life insurance. 
• The writer of this blog believes that the vow she took with her husband is stronger then the bond she has with her children. Her children were a gift, to be raised and loved by her, but they are not hers. Her husband was hers and she was his. 
• The writer of this blog still needs to live up to part of the vow she took, "till death do us part". She needs to realize that he is no longer hers and she is no longer his. She needs to comes to peace with the fact that he is now fully His.